The seed for his portraits was planted when he got his diagnosis. Vincent can recall in stark detail the moment he learned he had a brain tumor and how his world shifted.
“I’ve never felt so present than that moment,” Vincent said. He remembers sitting on a gurney in the emergency room with his wife by his side. A neurosurgeon came in with results of his MRI and pointed out the tumor. It was dark in the room, and cool, and “I just felt the entire world tune into this moment”
“And then everything disappeared that didn’t matter,” he said. “The only thing that mattered, suddenly, were the people I cared about and the people I loved. Everything else was so insignificant, like a dent on your car or scratch on the wall.”
The neurosurgeon told Vincent that he would stay in the hospital and they would operate in three days. “I just went to see why I was having flashing lights in my eyes, and later that day I’m scheduling open brain surgery for Monday,” Vincent said. “It was like a super whirlwind, things were moving so fast.”
Almost immediately, people started showing up for Vincent and his wife, and he decided he wanted to capture that support in a series of portraits. Also, he said, “I just really wanted to get back in the studio. It was my happy place, my comfort zone, and I knew if I came back it was going to be healing.”
An act of faith
The first portrait was just a month after surgery, and his vision was still blurry; painting was like an act of faith. The portrait was of a neighbor, Steve, and at times Vincent felt as though he were painting from memory more than sight. His vision is much improved now, though he still has a pie-shaped blind spot in his left eye.
“In some ways they're here and they're in front of me, but I'm painting them from what I remember of them,” Vincent said. “And that’s where the emotional part comes out. I'm not focused on their likeness but more like their spirit, who they are.”